The blind drunk night comes creeping down
Throat heavy with the darkness of moon’s weeping
Silvery tears of estrangement from daylight falling through sleepy trees
It slithers past those solitary swirls of grapevine
Stuck to the walls around my window
I know now how they make wine
The deep red nectar of a night’s loneliness
Stored in curved containment of sad fermenting barrels
I know now how they make wine
The solitary night drowning within the flesh of sour new grapes
It fills them up with the sorrowed sweet poetry of old wisdom
So when you crush them under your tired weathered feet
They empty out
They empty out into the streets of your own memories, your own losses
The kingdoms of your banished ghosts swirl about in liquid depths
An alibi for living with the hollow blankness of failures
A fallen soul cries, cries among the ruins of ancient buildings
It doesn’t hope for help, but it hopes for a whiff of fine wine.
I put my cheeks against the cold window panes
And I feel the outside sinking inside me
Diamond studded skies sparkling with ruby stars
They melt away slowly in my loving gaze of longing
Little drops of red raining down into the crystal glasses
Those crystal glasses held between long fingers
Wet with kisses from lips trembling with pained silence
I know now how they make wine
I know now why they drink wine
It makes amnesia fashionable
It brings the elusive happiness just a little bit closer
And suddenly all evil and sin is swept under the rug
Everything disappears, at least for a while.
The wine of night’s tragedy sleeps in the crevices of my mind
I dream of it often and it flows out from the slits of my eyes
I know about the stubborn red wine stains that refuse to go away
No, I know they just won’t yield.
The wines of night’s ugly mistakes crawl with the shadows of your skin.
And then the blind drunk night comes creeping down yet again.
I see it clearly silhouetted against my own blindness.